A Blessing and A Curse

I once had a dream that I was walking in the snow but as I continued to walk my footprints would be covered by freshly fallen snow completely erasing the path behind me thus leaving me vulnerable and lost without direction as to where I had been forcing me to only keep going forward. I love being a writer, but there are pro's and cons..for me that is. I journal as often as I can remember or whenever something is heavy on my mind...as I believe we all should journal sometimes because it's cleansing for the soul. The only drawback to my writing abilities are that once it's written the footprint is erased....just like the dream as I write whatever I was holding on to is now released, which is great when it's something heavy but academically if auto save isn't on that can be a very different situation all together, but I digress, ultimately we have to be careful to the names and titles we hold on to. I am not ashamed to talk about my depression and anxiety because one thing that I have learned with age is that mental health is a real thing and so are it's implications and consequences if gone untreated. The mind is very powerful, and a wise man used to tell me all the time that the brain will kill the body to get what it wants... by erasing my every move within the dream it manifested itself in reality through my difficulty remembering things and the complete erasure of thought once it's written. Like I said before a blessing and a curse. Yet as you continue to get to know me you will discover that if I don't do anything else consistently in life, it's dream...got to work on that lol...well I bid you all adieu and pray that your life will be filled with peace and joy during this holiday season.